y must i ?

y must i ?
sometimes it is not that easy to trace any nuances or subtle variations in our own mind. it is only possible until we reach ,at one day or even one spontaneous moment ,to realize that many things could change not following the path we have been establishing for the past many many years. y must i? and u too?the answer may not be the solution , coz it could be another sets of questions.writing blog diaries may be sleep-inducing,but if it can function to save as some memories for us to recall n retrieve during the last sundown evenning in our lives,y not to let it to be worthwhile?attribution n credit are supposed to go in any way,shape or form to our own courses of experiences in our lives. it may hopefully be a blessing in disguise.Thanks.